Detach my eyes from their calluses
Like full grown fingers for my mind
My fifth heart beats stronger than the other four combined

I sink and drown, down below ground
With restless submergence
No more light & no more sound

Writhe and furrow
Escape entrance from the cold below
Wait for moments without minutes
Breathe deeper
Weighted
Slow

Sifting through the dirt
Pooling shadows further from the oxygenic snow

I find a home here
Buried farther
Numbing my own conscience
Shattered mirrors reflect my soul

Alone & just beginning
I see no colors anymore

Alive far from the living
In the vacuum, senses dull

I brace myself as gravity lets go
And erase all memory of everything I've known

When it rains I'll be a stranger to the ways of sunlit glow
While further down my underground will surge and swell and flow

Eventually
I'll forget me

My eyes, just two more finger tips I use to count my nose

My teeth are tiny instruments to calculate the cold

My brain is full of washing fluid

My skin is moss and mold

My five hearts beat below your feet
Frozen below you while you sleep
Forever silent
Slowly creeping

Down

I too, smiled in my thoughts at apparitions
And mixed with wine in time, my inhibitions
I was forced closed like Androids,
circumventing superstitions
Check my pulse,
11 days dead-bled from the throat
Evaluating me seems exhaustingly simplistic
Maybe I'm not so complicated,
     charming & sadistic
Maybe I'm a maybe go insane and maybe miss it
You rival me in the corner of a mirror from a memory
Narcissistic like a shadow
Me and You and Me are 3
Recurring naturally
The Human waste, toxic in Space,
orbiting Elysian Fields

Abandon your search

You will never paint me white enough to sell

Sounds decay from the ceiling in dripping black drops

Turn off the fog lights and just drive

Fuck me like you want to teach me math